C'est la Merde

Being crafty and whatnot… @wi11_i_yum #craft #cool #cute #pinterest

Being crafty and whatnot… @wi11_i_yum #craft #cool #cute #pinterest

He is the just the cutest #holiday #cousin #family #cute #thanksgiving #adorable

He is the just the cutest #holiday #cousin #family #cute #thanksgiving #adorable

Roots of Courage

On a lonely night,

Brightened only by your illuminating smile.

It starts with a kiss,

My first real, passionate kiss.

Your smoke-tainted lips,

Plant an unfamiliar, infectious seed.

Nourished with the soul’s Miracle Grow,

A seed of courage begins to sprout within me.

With time, 

Your contagious light spreads.

The roots flourish, 

Anchoring me to a personal soap box.

From which I scream proudly,

"I AM A FAGGOT!"

.

Now, gazing into the stars with tears in my eyes,

I see you.  

Drowning in doubt,

Your questions leave you grasping for a lifeline.

I extend my hand,

To return the favor.

Showering your frail roots with admiration,

All I can do is hope.

I kneel by my bed, 

Praying to any God that will listen.

Explore this desolate universe, dear, 

But our roots will be forever intertwined.

True love may be unconditional,

But goodbye is not an option.

Mirror, Mirror on the Wall.

Will I ever stop?

            Trying.

What others choose as,

            The “best”

Morphs my non-cohesive, malleable self-image.

            Shattering,

The mirror upon which I compare myself:

            To the world.

Appearance.

Sexuality.

Wealth.

Who epitomizes the definition of perfection?

            Not I.

A sense of self-worth is no where to be found;

            Flash my life’s vacancy sign.

Solidarity:

            For some,

Peace and quiet.

            For me,

The bane of my existence.

Productive Rehearsal? Maybe…

Productive Rehearsal? Maybe…

Always representing.

Always representing.

Meet Goose (a.k.a. Grey Goose)

Meet Goose (a.k.a. Grey Goose)

Why yes they did make me buckle up my cello for safety…

Why yes they did make me buckle up my cello for safety…

The start of our roomlationship.

The start of our roomlationship.